Purgatory and Paradise

When they speak

the Saint and the satin  buried in my head

The trauma  so high I wish I was dead

You are worthless, unwanted and weak

You are the trouble, don't be so meek

Rise and shine dear girl

there is too much to see

Place to travel and heights to be

People worth to meet 

And,Dreams worth to live

Why bother,

When you can leave this place in peace

STOP IT !!! its only love that I crave

That love?

Which you will never get?

That love?

Which gets betrayed?

or that love?

Which is already dead?

See around my little dove

Little gestures that makes you sound

The chipper of the bird and the murmur of the wind

What matter when there lies darkness within

That darkness? which fades with the light!

No, that darkness which grows with you

your thought and your conscience

Listen my little dove,

snap out of it

There is no abyss until you make one

There is no darkness unless you choose one

snap out of it dear girl

Life is more than a little feeling

Break the chain and crash the ceiling

No!

Are you mad?

This is comfort, this is you

The world is cruel

Don't dare it, you little fool

Just a small step little dove

See the light and the hope

Just a small step, you are so close

No, worth,

It will drag me back

The chain stronger and satin more mad

The thoughts more violent and the harms more grave

Is it what you crave?

not even for a sec

Don't you wanna survive?

Yes, till the last breath

Then take a leap

have a faith 

and all will be great

Little dove

There are thunders but also the clouds

There is abyss but also a way out

There is purgatory but also the paradise

Sadness follows so does the delight

A small step little bird

Don't promise yourself a world of saints

The satin's will pull you back

But, you pull up

Every time